In honor of the artist that inspire me to begin my own career, XXXTENTACION, I recreated his iconic song Jocelyn Flores with the same sense of pain, yet a different source. RIP Jah.

Lyrics

I know you so well, so well
I mean I can do anything that he can

I know you're somewhere, somewhere
I've been trapped in the past, just holding on
I don't want to pretend you're still here, you're not here
I've been stuck thinking bout the times we've shared

I need help, only one I talk to is myself
He been telling me "You don't need nobody else"
Look around and see everybody left
Lord let me get a breath
Shit can't you hear me?
Praying everyday yet no one near me
Can't keep goin sick of persevering
Giving everything I got, with no time up on the clock why can't you listen?
Intuition, Pops getting old can't shake the vision
Wake up one day and his soul went missing
Crying every time that we reminiscing, shits fucking sickening
Every single day
Faking hard just to put a smile on my face, with a mind full of hate
Looking in the mirror bouta choke up
Heart broke up from the ones said they love me then chose up

I be feeling pain
I be feeling pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same
I'm so numb
I be feeling pain
I be feeling pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same
I'm so numb